{"id":192,"date":"2008-08-23T22:35:08","date_gmt":"2008-08-23T14:35:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ndroo.com\/blog\/?p=192"},"modified":"2008-08-30T22:00:36","modified_gmt":"2008-08-30T14:00:36","slug":"im-a-horrible-dad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.fuzzyeyeballs.com\/blog\/?p=192","title":{"rendered":"I’m a horrible dad!"},"content":{"rendered":"

While Fitzand’s mommy wasn’t watching, I let him enjoy the ‘real deal’ by letting him hold and eat his ice cream cone. Well, a mess is pretty expected and I was there laughing with him and taking few shots (and wiping ice cream off the floor) today. Sometimes I ask myself if I’m doing the right thing but I personally think a child should have his right to grow up like a child should. The mess and havoc should be part and parcel of the entire growing up thingie. I’m damn sure his mom doesn’t agree to it but heck … as long as I’m around … there’s always chance for Fitzand to enjoy some ‘fun’. Haha! Damn, maybe I should cut down smokin’ … I need to live a bit longer to be the outlaw!<\/p>\n

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Also, I’ve just found time to go through some recent photos of him and already included them in his ‘photo story’ section’.<\/p>\n

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I’ve promised to bring him to the playground and maybe a MRT (train) ride tomorrow … I better go get some sleep soon …<\/p>\n

Strange but true, often his mommy loses her cool when he poops when we are out either in a mall or dining. What the fuck’s wrong with taking a dump?! I just don’t get it. Anyway … fuck it.<\/p>\n

I can always relate to these lines from the Eminem’s song titled “Hailie’s Song” (yeah, bet he’s a pretty normal guy too).<\/p>\n

Somedays I sit, starin out the window<\/em>
\nWatchin this world pass me by
\nSometimes I think, there’s nothin to live for
\nI almost break down and cry
\nSometimes I think I’m crazy; I’m crazy, oh so crazy!!
\nWhy am I here? Am I just wastin my time?!<\/em>
\nBut then I see my baby, suddenly I’m not crazy!!
\nIt all makes sense when I look into her eyes<\/em><\/p>\n

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While Fitzand’s mommy wasn’t watching, I let him enjoy the ‘real deal’ by letting him hold and eat his ice cream cone. Well, a mess is pretty expected and I was there laughing with him and taking few shots (and wiping ice cream off the floor) today. Sometimes I ask … <\/p>\n

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